meishan, why are you even doing this to yourself?

is it worth it?

am i sober now to even know what i m writing?

i m feeling really horrible now. really really horrible.

i wanna to cry. but i don't know how to.

when the past depicts the future, memories become nightmares.

when u don't even know your limits, you will never know yourself.

who is meishan? meishan is who?

i am just so tired.

tired. tired. tired.